i finally began working somewhere, after four months of sitting home doing movies, long walks, swimming and much daydreaming. at the moment am too fascinated with everything around to really know what i feel. but to hell with that. am working and moving on with my life, but most of all am taking care of my puny ass so that it never diminishes in size.
some guys are really friendly while some have those impenetrable eyes, deadpan faces and mouth twitches that you can never quite judge to be a smile or a smirk, so i guess i will just stick to my habitat, look for cues and learn, instead of going all overboard by being overfriendly and overgreeting everyone (please readers, forgive my poor grammar for english is my third language)
at the moment, am feeling like a salmon swimming in the deep end of the ocean with the sharks or more appropriately like a sheep in a jungle. i guess everyone goes through that phase, you seem so unsure of who to trust, when to talk to someone, especially when he is a friend because he seems so busy and you do not want to interrupt him or a tiny part of you insists he will bark and you will shrivel. so i guess am kinda at the refugee phase but i bet it will be over soon and i will be my usual self, chatty and full of ready smiles
all i know is that i only have to do my best and not be the best, am not in competition with anyone, i have my life, my goals and my dreams, so i cannot compare myself to anyone. even though i feel a bit dense and obtuse i do not have to try so hard because everything will fall in place with time
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congratulations!
felt the same four months ago but now i trudge thru the office with my nose in the air saying wasap to everyone
learn, get to know how stuff goes on there then find your way and place
all the best man
eric
Best of luck - I know that a positive attitude gets a smile (no smirks) every time.
Enjoy every moment.
B
You got a job!!!
Congratulations and halla
@eric ... thanks a lot for reading, you are always welcome
@b... i will always remember that advice, thanks a lot
@GNM ... yes i did, thanks for the regards
hey, thanks so much for reading my blog and appreciating my work..well, this blog is my personal paradise..I haven't really told anyone about this except two of my closest buddies..n hey, before I forget to mention, i've to say i've been reading some of yours posts and i think u are good..keep going!!..n hey, liked ya sense of humour. :)
Congrats on the job. Takes time to adjust but I'm sure you will learn the ins and outs quickly.
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